[x] i really
[x] didnt feel a thing.
[x] until i repelled.
[x] i broke up
[x] the magnets.
[x] deeply hurt..
[x] broken hearted.
[x] i really need
[x] a shoulder to lean on.
27 六月 2006
6/27/2006 05:50:00 下午
i.need.care.n.love
哇~ 好久沒寫了哦。。 假期剛完。。 電腦卻偏偏在假期時當掉。 有夠衰。。。hmmm. k i shal blog in eng. hahx. like so long nvr write in eng ler. hmmm. 就說假期裏的事吧。。 don feel like talkin abt sch. >_<
first week of hols, can say , 是我一生中最開心的日子吧？ i met jakiel.. =D melvin, randy, ashley, thameen. of cox many others. worked part time at the world book fair at suntec.. total earned 600 bah. hahx. hmmm. but its not the money that count, its the experience n of cox ahem... =] i can say its just coincidence that me jakiel met on the day of interview. tt day pon sch. lol... we both met outside the exhibition hall. =] den went interview tgether. hahx. can say we were frenx frm then bah? hmm mayb not.. but stil, to me, yes... really happy. sat start work.. 10.30am all the way to 9.30 lidat. woah reach hme so late. plus dinner n bathing, sleepin time already mornin lers. lol. but for 9 days.. still can tong la. i guess wat kept me going on is jakiel bah. hahax. i dono why but i was lookin forward to everynew day, no matter how tired i m.. bcox of him. =p
whenever i got any problem with the work, he would always help. explain. teach. even give me his sales... i noe its only my one sided thinkin, but i can feel his love for me. for him is just takin care of a small girl bah. but to me.. its a complete different thing. can say its bcox of him, i don feel tired.. bcox of him, i can even only take one meal a day. bcox of him.. i wanna grow up faster.. bcox of him, i can really give all my sales up..
haiix. one sided love. i guess its enuf. =] 9 days of memories. its enuf for me ler. thkfully i din foolishly confessed to him. or else sure no 9 days of memories bahx. i even lied that i din like him. just bcox i wanted him to smile at me.. =X sigh.. i can still rmb wat he said. abt my ambition to b an air stewardess.. he says 空姐很濺.. so sad. n he says i dono love. sigh... still rmb the last day. his gf came... was wonderin why on earth would she come.. it really pierced my heart i gues.. when i saw him with her. i can really feel this squeeze in my heart.. 真的很痛.... if only i din see how they were like tgether. i could have been happy just based on the 9 days. 9 days of care from him... but that last day really spoilt this beautiful memory.
sigh. dn wan say ler. really sad... ]=
but thk God i still have melvin n randy at our booth here. mayb cox of melvin i dare face jakiel bah? bcox he will be there to joke with me.. make me laugh.. den i will not fall deeper for jakiel. thkx miaomiao. =] hahx.. of cox lao ban also. =] randy always so good to us. God bless!!
hahx. i guess i will not 4gt u guys bah.=] hmmm. everyday also so fun. although work is abit tough.. i stil not scared! cox of u guys.. n jakiel...
tt day after work went eat dinner with melvin too. =p ate oreo cheesecake. miaomiao accompany me.. so sweet of him to wait for me too.. sigh. even though randy n melvin also will give me their sales. but why izit tt jakiel always have those type of eyes? sigh... make me wonder here wonder there... =\
haiix.
ur eyes were so sweet. i could even hear them talk.. ur words were so gentle. my heart could have melt. ur arms were so warm. it warmed not only my cold hands.. my heart too... only you. would lend me ur hand to hold on when im cold. only you will not resist. n only u will look at me.. but its just one wishful thinkin of me. its just one sin i had just commited. i knew u looked at me not bcox of that. i knew it all along. but my feelings for u just decieved me... until now.. i can still rmb how our eyes met.. it seemed that they were talkin.. but only my eyes were talkin.. not urs. ur eyes, was blind to see tt.. all u ever see.. was her.
